Five words that come from...

Five words that come from...

"There are five words that are a part of every addict's vernacular; five words, that comes from the darkest place imaginable.  But these five words don't admit surrender or defeat; to call it defeat would over simplify the absolute lose of humanity.  This is the disintegration of the soul; it's the point at which the body has no fight left.  When helpless becomes hopeless and hopeless becomes despair.  This is the moment in the game where there are no more plays no more outs no more options.  This is the place every addict eventually gets to.  The thought of living our lives without our addiction is unthinkable, even worse than living our lives with it.  So when we say these five words it doesn't come from a place of fear; it doesn't come from a place of sadness.  It comes from the core of our soul.  The burning hot center has begun to grow cold; the place where nothing lives except the truth.

I wish I were dead."

The Cleaner S1E12

This does not have to happen! - Jesus Loves You -

"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28   "But to all who did receive him [Jesus], who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God." John 1:12, 13